OH MY GOSH!! I cant believe what my dad just said to me! He told me that I should actually stop studying!! Muahaha. I never got that in my life! That was the first time someone ever said that to me. He told me to go outside to watch abit of tv. And guess what I said - no.

I was at my table doing work ranging from chinese homework to maths homework to geography homework to studying for chinese to studying for chemistry. I told my dad to bring me home straight from church, and I sat down on my table from 1 till now, thats like, 5-6 hours!! And I actually want to carry on studying my chemistry! Ohmygosh. I didnt even stop studying cept to talk to people who talked to me on msn. I cant believe it. That course turned my life around 180 degrees so that I was pointing in the right direction.

I nearly gave up on my geog homework becasue I couldnt find the answer anywhere. And when I was about to close my book I remembered what Ramesh said, "do everything 100%" and I flipped the book opened and tried again. This time I looked at the text more carefully, and soon I found the answer. I'm so happy today. That course changed my life. I even find that I enjoy studying. Once you like it and put your mind to it, it comes so easy. You find you can understand everything. I can almost see myself passing chemistry and chinese. Well. Not that far-fetched I guess. Slowly lar hor. But I'm real glad. The feeling of being praised is awesome. I never want this enthusiasm to study to end. Cos I know it'll benefit me. I hated studying last time, I dont know why. I'm so inspired and proud of myself. I may cry.